# ๐ข UPDATE ๐ข ###### *****I know many of you wanted me to pos..
Added 2024-02-02 10:32:03 +0000 UTC# ๐ข UPDATE ๐ข ###### *****I know many of you wanted me to post on here about my weightloss journey. So here's my mini update.***** --- ##### 1) ๐ฅ I'm in week 2 of my 8 week pre-op diet. I technically started early so it's been a wild ride of trying not to eat my usual foods...๐ฅ ##### 2) ๐ I struggle with Binge Eating Disorder. Especially when my emotions are heightened. I just had to put one of my dogs down and the urge to turn to comfort foods is HIGH! But so far I haven't spun out of control. I did have McDonald's for dinner yesterday... but I'm giving myself a pass with my dog's passing and yesterday we buried him. ๐ ##### 3) ๐ฐ Financially I'm all stressed out about it. I need $6200 for the surgery alone. I'm ๐ GRATEFUL ๐ to you who've donated! It has meant the world to me! I'm still saving... but the date (March 19th) is only 1.5 months away!!! And yikes! ๐ฐ --- But there it is, how I'm feeling. I didn't weigh in this last week because I was scared lol. The first "trial" week I stuck to the diet ๐ฏ and lost 12 lbs! ๐ฅณ๐ฅ๐๐ The second trial week, I was the same kind of strict and GAINED fucking 4 lbs!!!! So the 3rd week was still a few days "trial" + a few days of the actual start and I wasn't great. I didn't binge, but I ate out... so I skipped weigh-in day... now this week I've been good, other than McDonald's last night... weighin day is tomorrow and I'm scared ๐ฑ. But... I need to lose this weight and gain that money lol... so I'm still trying.
