♥️ Tip $5 if you like these artsy nudes
♣️ Tip $10 if you’re a photographer and want to take pictures of me :)
I got a camera stabilizer so I hope more regular better quality sex tapes on the way. Looking for more BBC for content tho 👀
🌟 Tip $5 if you like my nudes
❤️ Tip $10 if you want more collabs
Im looking to getting a camera stabilizer so I can film more and better content. All donations and contributions are appreciated. Working more on customs this week and will add more to it, make it longer and worth your while. Thank you for your patience. I’m physically in pain from this condition I have and am hoping that it improves one day…
🌟 Tip $5 if you like my classy nude selfies
❤️ Tip $10 if you’re excited to see my new lingerie
Will be editing the video tonight. If you messaged me or sent me an introduction and I haven’t responded please bump your messages because Onlyfans makes it super hard to find messages. I was planning to respond but couldn’t at the time I read it, and now I can’t find the messages :/
Happy New Year’s Eve. What are your new year resolutions and if you do not make them, why not? Thank you for helping make my years better than before. The financial stability has helped my family a lot and improved my confidence in every aspect of life.
🌟 Tip $5 if you like these back side videos
❤️ Tip $10 if you want more
💕 Tip $20 if you want to contribute to more collabs
🌟 Tip $5 if you like these types of videos
❤️ Tip $10 if you’d like me to post more
💜 Tip $20 if you want to contribute to some cute sexy lingerie
🌸 Tip $50 to help fund future collabs 😇 if you want more collabs with people like Christy Love or Mouchette, you can help with travel cost. Tips $100 get a custom from the collab
🤖 if you haven’t please join my discord server :
https://discord.com/invite/7SG4BvaPhw?fbclid=PAAaZpq-2I0Zg1SI0bC48fMejMXTv4G22QtfNAr_3bmhjOsLXovK0dvBXdlKI
(Mental health discussions, gaming, intellectual chats & more)
🌟 Tip $5 if you like these cute lingerie
💜 Tip $10 if you would like me to buy more
❤️ Tip $20 to wish me a special merry Christmas 🎄
Merry Christmas to those who celebrate. I know holidays may be a very difficult time for some of you who do not have the luxury of having either time off or loved ones to spend it with. I hope you can get through it alright. I’m alone too so if you need to chat.
🌟 Tip $5 if you want me to post a free video tomorrow
🌸 Tip $10 to show me love and support ❤️
💕 If you haven’t already, please join my discord server: https://discord.gg/RZ9wGjs2M8
I go hard in the dressing room. Visiting cali soon so if anyone’s there and wants to chill / collab. Also was very sick past few days unfortunately but am feeling a lot better …. If you’re waiting for a custom send like a $1 tip so it will be at the top of my inbox
🌟 Tip $5 if you like my dressing room selfies
❤️ Tip $10 if you want me to take more 💕
😇 Tip $20 if you want me to buy cute lingerie
Which lingerie set do you like better on me? Blue or pink?
🌟 Tip $5 if you love these sets on me
🔥 Tip $10 if you like these dressing room photos and can’t wait to see the videos I took 😉
🌹 Tip $20 + if you want to contribute to helping me buy more ❤️
🌟 Tip $5 if you like the beautiful natural lighting in these photos
🌼 Tip $10 if you appreciate my artistic photos 🥰
Today I had a scare, woke up to my TikTok account being banned but luckily I appealed and got it back. Will have to make more to make backups because who knows what will happen. The new account is aspieasian. I constantly feel so demotivated; it’s a real problem but I’ll continue trying my best.
Here’s my writing about depression and all that :
My depression:
If I were to name a quality about myself that I enjoy or what I feel makes me mildly distinctive would be my intellect. So much so to the point where my personhood is reduced wholly to it. My value as a human being is tied to being “intelligent”. Events that put that characteristic into question such as struggling in Latin class will devastate me. It’s similar to Hal’s breakdown in the end of 2001: A Space Odyssey where his err-less perfection as a computer completely defined him.
Throughout the film, Hal emphasizes this fact about himself to the crew members in mostly condescending snide remarks here and there. However, He made an error that had serious repercussions; it seems to be the case that Hal is not the perfect super computer he parades himself out to be. His idea of himself as accurate on all accounts would be profoundly contradicted and that’s a hard pill to swallow. To admit this error would be to him, essentially, a loss of identity, a loss of self-hood.
It brings us back to the question of the self and what it consists of, whether it be based on physical bearings or neurological. Is there a true core self, deeply rooted in our physical being or are we merely fragments of events, emotions, randomly accumulated experiences with no real coherence (or proximate objectivity), only to be constructed into a somewhat believable narrative in retrospect by said individual (to themselves, at least). What are we but patterns of behavior or routine mental states?
What it feels to desire death: I’ve had happy experiences, moments that made me glad to be alive, but those are only moments, tiny slices of time that fade as time continues to reach forward. The immense suffering that is felt by me on a daily basis is unbearable. There are no moments of bliss that makes any of this worth-while. Upon reflecting on my own future, I don’t see anything — pitch blackness. The last couple of days I’ve stayed up late at night remembering (or technically not remembering but waking up with this lack of recollection) how there is no pain when your heart stops — you’re dead u n c o n s c I o u s, within minutes your brain will go along with it and it’s all over. A state of nothingness or lack of consciousness is much better than the feelings of misery and alienation that I am f o r c e d to trudge through.
I sometimes feel like I’m trapped in a tall glass tower, seemingly extending into the heavens or whatever is purportedly up there. There’s no escape from this tower of glass. Once in a while someone will throw down a rope, but it’s either too short for me to reach or the rope appears to be long enough for me to finally anticipate escape, but upon my first grasp, it quickly unravels into vapor, as if there was no rope in the first place and it was simply a cruel mirage of the mind. In this glass tower — I can watch the world around me — people going forward in their lives with some feeling of purpose and fulfillment. Feelings that are much too foreign to me because my range of movement is restricted to this glass tower. I can only move within the confines of this space, I can’t go outside of it. All I can do is break out of this tower, with its sharp glass pieces splintering toward me, and I will no longer be trapped.
Depression is a mental space, it’s a distorted mirror, it fogs your judgement and perception with smarting pangs of hopelessness. You begin to feel you were never meant to be happy, not even happy, you were simply never meant to be not miserable. I stopped striving for happiness as a goal once I realized how unattainable it was. I feel so much sadness for the implacable burden I am to everyone around me. People may view a suicidal person as selfish but in reality, they view themselves as relieving the world of a burden. The weight of depression progressively becomes heavier, I don’t want to ask for help because the depression is mine, no one else’s. It’s no one’s responsibility to help me.
💕 Tip $5 if you think my friend @nastyavalentine is drop dead gorgeous
🌟 Tip $10 if you watched these GG videos and thought it was 🔥
🌼 Tip $20 if you want to support me because you care about my well being
I sent out a pretty sweet GG bundle which included downloaded copies of a 16 min GGB and a 45 min GGGB which features porn star Christy Love (that’s 45 min packed with activity, no minute spent waiting around, edited professionally in such a way where there’s not a dull moment). I sent that out for only $50 bucks. Do you know how cheap that is for what I was offering? I was offering something that should have cost a lot more than that for literally only $50 bucks.
Please do not ask me to send out GG content if you’re not going to buy it when I give you probably the best deal I could have. It’s insulting to me honestly. Next time I send it out I will send out the valued price of $75. There was a whole lot of work put into editing that 45 min video because we used multiple different cameras to capture all the different angles, had to edit it all to flow seamlessly with each other. I get so many people asking for the GG content yet when I send it out ridiculously cheap barely anyone buys?
I’m not a scammer, I provide an accurate description of the content I send out, no unnecessary price inflations or 30 second fuck videos for $20. I try to provide contact sheets that show stills of the videos I send out which have a time stamp on it so you can see exactly what you’re getting. I sent out a full 16 min video and a 45 min video (can you even comprehend how long that is?)
🌟 Poll: Would you prefer it if I sent the videos separately?
I may be sick again . Not sure, I’ve been sleeping a lot .. having fainting spells when I walk to the washroom. As you may know I have a bad heart so I try not to push myself too hard. Don’t want the cops to call my parents again lol
🌼 Tip $5 if you hope I feel better.
💕 Tip $10 for more well wishes.
🌟 Tip $5 if you want more GG Content content
❤️ Tip $10 if you want me to send a GG / GGG bundle tonight !
Quick shoutout to my favorite creator @nastyavalentine 💕 first off, she is definitely one of the best things to come out of OF for me. She is also an intellectual and creative spirit, prioritizes authenticity and artistic free expression over financial gain. She’s just an open snd genuine person who continues to inspire me. Did I also mention she’s drop down gorgeous 💕
Also please bump messages if you’re waiting on something and I’ll get to it tonight
❤️ Tip $5 if you like these types of videos
💕 Tip $20 if you hope I feel better and muster up motivation to not sleep all day ….
I sent out my latest BBC PPV but no one bought so I’m probably not sending it out again. I won’t send it cheaper as well, if anything I’ll make it more expensive. Just ask me if you want it or tip $25
❤️ Tip $5 if you like these dressing room photos (there’s tons more and new lingerie)
💕 Tip $10 if I should go to more department stores just to hog their dressing rooms 😇
I have a wish list which includes necessities like coffee maker but also cosplay options if you’re interested.
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/6UTP3XC64BHW?ref_=wl_share
Sorry, I’ve been a bit insecure lately, stressed out from life and all that. Considering selling videos on M a n y v I d s. Anyone know anything about that?
🌟 Tip $5 if you wish I wasn’t so stressed all the time 🥲🥲🔫
♥️ Tip $10 if you want my insecurities to go bye bye 🥰
Lovely video taken by the one and only @nastyavalentine (will post the pics and vid’s we took soon ❤️)
🌟 Tip $5 if my body makes you hard ♥️
🎀 If I owe you a cock rating, bump your message and I’ll get to it ASAP with a special gift
🎁 If you’re feeling generous, it’s always appreciated if someone gets me something from my wish list : https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/dl/invite/bP1Gupu?ref_=wl_share
❤️ Tip $5 if you like these hotel shots 🥰
💕 Tip $10 if you want to take some next 😊
I’m making a large spreadsheet of available PPV so you can have a better idea of what there is. Ideally would like to make more. I would like to find someone where fucking isn’t painful; unfortunately they will have to be on the smaller to under-average size and narrow I know a lot of people like to see it big but it’s just not realistic for my body
🌟 Tip $5 if you want more sexy gaming streams 🥺
❤️ If anyone is good at coming up with titles, I can send you most of my content for a good price so you can come up with a title im making spreadsheet of my ppv
I have a surprise for you all later ❤️
🎮 Tip $5 if you’re into gamer girls who play on the hardest difficulty 🥰
♥️ Tip $10 if you want to game with me 😻
Unfortunately, I thought I found someone for content but that turned sour quick unfortunately. I have some ideas for future subscriber loyalty rewards that may interest you. I’ll work on a graphic and then divulge the rest of the details.
🌟 Tip $5 if you like my artistic photo shoots. I like experimenting with various types of lighting and fabrics.
❤️ Tip $10 if you’re a photographer who wants to take pictures of me. 🥰
I’m not a naturally visual person. I can’t really conjure images on demand in my brain, but I try my best to refine my artistic abilities given my limitations.
If you’re feeling generous feel free to check out my wishlist with a lot of cosplay options if you want to see me in (make a video and photo set for you)
https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/6UTP3XC64BHW?ref_=wl_share
🌟 Do you want me to share my writing as well or my thoughts on various things?
❤️ Tip $5 if you want me to get more cute lingerie like this
If you’re feeling generous, you can purchase this set for me. I will take a special video and photo set for you: https://youpay.link/O88UA22
🌟 Poll: what would you like more of in terms of content.
Remember I am somewhat limited in that I don’t have a BF to make regular BG content with. I am trying my best and am working on potential collaborations / open to future collaborations. I do prefer more GIrl oriented collaborations.
Here are some stills from the latest video with hopefully more to come. Tip $5 if you enjoyed it. Tip $10 if you’d like to star in the next one.
🌟Today I am doing a discount on my cock narrative which is usually 4 videos for $65 which includes a cock rating. I will do it for $50 today. So four five min videos for $50 which Includes the best cock rating of your life.
I have an Amazon wish list as well if you want to see me in some costumes https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/6UTP3XC64BHW?ref_=wl_share
Editing videos is tough but I’m trying my best. If anyone has video editing experience and wants to help out, feel free to message.
🌟 Tip $5 if you want me to go dressing room hopping for videos like these