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Bedtime 🌙 Bedtime isn’t always about latex and glamour. Toni..

Bedtime 🌙

Bedtime isn’t always about latex and glamour. Tonight, I kept it simple, slipping into nothing but an oversized hoodie. Some might say it’s too “normal” for a 24/7 slave, but for me, it’s a reminder that even though I may look like just a regular girl on the outside, the power dynamic never truly goes away. The collar around my neck and the hood over my head made that crystal clear.

For my nightly inspection, I paired the hoodie with high heels (gotta keep training to walk and present myself gracefully in them) and my hood without eye holes. Just being there blind and waiting is such a humbling experience, reminding me of my role and sharpening my other senses. And of course, I presented myself properly: Kneeling, silent, and ready.

As I knelt on the mattress, I noticed a little surprise waiting for me: A clit suction vibrator. 😍 My Owner knows it’s one of my favorites, so naturally, I couldn’t resist putting it to good use. The gentle pulsing quickly became a deep, needy pleasure, especially when I cranked the setting higher than usual. Within minutes, I was dripping, moaning, and more than ready for my inspection.

When I called out, “I’m reeeeady,” as I always do, my Owner entered. He found me already spreading my cheeks for him like the eager toy I am. How could he resist? I felt his cock slide in effortlessly from behind, filling me completely while the vibrator worked its magic on my clit. It was so intense… every nerve buzzing, my mind swimming in bliss. I love how quickly I can go from solo play to being used, like a good little slave.

Afterward, as always, I was chained to the bed for the night. The heavy, cold metal on my body is one of my favorite sensations—secure, comforting, and always reminding me of who I belong to.

My Owner didn’t stop there, though; he continued fucking me softly for a bit, teasing me before finally saying good night.

It’s moments like these that make me love our dynamic even more. Simple or elaborate, every night feels like a perfect balance of submission, intimacy, and structure. 🖤

Fuckdoll Academy: Lesson #11: Position Training: Attention T..

Fuckdoll Academy: Lesson #11: Position Training: Attention

Today’s lesson focuses on the Gorean slave position “Attention,” a fundamental stance of obedience, readiness, and respect. 🖤

This position can vary slightly depending on individual dynamics. In this variation, the arms are held delicately in front of the body, hands resting just above the thighs. It is a subtle and elegant way to convey submission. The feet are placed close together, creating a formal and controlled posture, while the straight back and raised chin signal confidence and respect for the one observing.

The “Attention” position serves as both a mental and physical exercise for a slave. It reinforces discipline, body awareness, and mindfulness. Standing perfectly still, maintaining poise, and focusing on being present in the moment help the slave channel their energy into service and obedience. For the Dominant, this position is a way to assert authority and visually take in their property’s readiness and composure.

In a session, “Attention” can serve as a moment of pause, a way to reset or establish dominance before transitioning into more intense play. Outside of scenes, it symbolizes the slave’s constant availability and readiness to serve. For Gorean dynamics or any D/s relationship, this posture can be an essential tool to build trust, deepen submission, and train both the mind and body.

Position training, such as practicing “Attention,” is about more than physical form. It is a mindset, one that embodies the slave’s devotion and unwavering willingness to serve. It is also a way for the Dominant to observe and fine-tune their slave’s posture, attitude, and demeanor. Even the smallest adjustments, like correcting a slump in the shoulders or lowering the gaze, can deepen the dynamic and create a stronger connection. 🖤✨

Rest day? More like plug-and-serve day. 🖤 A little lavender,..

Rest day? More like plug-and-serve day. 🖤 A little lavender, a little glass, and a whole lot of obedience.

Daily FitHappy Tuesday, everyone! Today is a rest day for me..

Daily Fit

Happy Tuesday, everyone!

Today is a rest day for me, so no gym—just a chill day at home serving my Owner, which means my outfit is all about looking good for him.

I’m wearing one of my favorite lingerie sets in a soft, pale lavender and paired it with a sheer white blouse that shows off the set underneath, my heavy collar (a must, of course), and some sleek metal cuffs to complete the look. Oh, and high heels, because training in them is a daily requirement for this slave. Can’t afford to lose my grace, even on a rest day!

Inside today’s black box, my Owner left me a little treat: my favorite glass plug. I love how smooth and weighty it feels—it’s always such a nice reminder of my submission and who I belong to.

Here’s to a quiet, obedient, and very fulfilling day.

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Dear all, please check your inbox for the full length video! Until the next story post drops you can also watch the full length video here (second video!).

Story Post: Panty-Gagged

Some custom requests really stick out. This one from Mr. Jake had me both excited and a little nervous—but in the best way. It was one of those ideas that screamed degradation and submission, which, let’s be honest, are two of my absolute favorite things.

Before we dive in, let me set the scene. I wore a brand-new lingerie set—a delicate black number that was sheer in all the right places, embroidered with little flowers. It felt almost sweet… until you add overknee socks, high heels, and my signature hood. Then, it’s not sweet anymore—it’s filthy. And exactly what Mr. Jake had envisioned.

The panties were the centerpiece of this request, though. Not for covering anything, but for being soaked, stuffed in my mouth, and used to muffle every sound that came out of me. For this custom, my Owner wanted to ensure they weren’t just wet—they needed to be dripping. And who better to handle that task than my trusty wand?

I laid back on the bed, my thighs spread wide, while my Owner stood over me. The wand buzzed against me, and even through the thin fabric of the panties, the vibrations were overwhelming. My arousal pooled immediately, soaking the lace. And all the while, I sucked his cock. The taste of him in my mouth mixed with the sensation on my clit was almost too much. My body trembled, fighting the urge to lose myself completely.

By the time my panties were adequately drenched, my Owner looked down at me, smirking. “Open your mouth,” he commanded.

And that’s when it hit me—the humiliation of being gagged with my own wet panties. It’s one of those acts that perfectly captures what I crave: being reminded of my place, of my purpose. I obeyed, opening wide as he pressed the damp fabric past my lips. The taste of myself was overwhelming, and the act of having my own scent and arousal shoved in my mouth made me feel completely owned.

“Thank you, Mr. Jake,” I managed to mumble through the gag, my voice muffled and dripping with desperation. He smirked again and tilted my chin up, making sure I kept my head down and ass up for the camera.

That’s when things escalated. My Owner positioned himself behind me, spreading my thighs just a little wider. He pressed inside me without hesitation, filling me completely in one rough thrust. I moaned into my gag, my cries vibrating through the fabric.

“Look at the camera,” he ordered.

It’s harder than you’d think to hold eye contact with a lens when you’re being fucked so hard you can barely stay still. But that’s exactly what made it so hot. My cheek pressed against the bed, my ass high in the air, and every thrust drove me deeper into submission. The wet sounds of our bodies filled the room, and every now and then, my gag muffled a moan loud enough to make me blush.

Here’s the thing about rough sex—it’s not just about the physical sensations. It’s about the complete surrender. With my mouth full, my voice reduced to incoherent sounds, and my body entirely at his mercy, I felt stripped of everything except my role: to be his slut, to be Mr. Jake’s fantasy.

My Owner kept pounding into me, his grip on my hips firm and unrelenting. Every now and then, he’d slap my ass, sending sharp jolts of pain and pleasure rippling through me. It felt like he was driving all his dominance into me, and I couldn’t get enough.

Finally, with one last deep thrust, he finished inside me, marking me as his. The heat of his cum spilled out of me as he pulled away, leaving my pussy a creamy mess. I could feel it dripping down my thighs, mingling with my own arousal.

After he was done, my Owner crouched down to pull the panties from my mouth. The damp fabric clung to my lips before falling to the bed. I was breathless, speechless, and completely blissed out.

“Thank you, Mr. Jake,” I whispered again, this time without the gag. And I meant it. For him, for my Owner, and for the opportunity to sink into this role so fully.

Every custom we do has a unique flavor, and this one was a perfect mix of degradation and submission. It’s not just about the act—it’s about how it makes me feel: raw, exposed, and completely owned.

Happy Saturday, everyone! 🖤We’re just about to start filming..

Happy Saturday, everyone! 🖤

We’re just about to start filming a custom video that will be ready for you all tomorrow. 😍

My bedtime ritual: from self-pleasure under Sir’s watchful e..

My bedtime ritual: from self-pleasure under Sir’s watchful eye to sleeping locked and secure. 🖤

Yay! Happy weekend everyone 😘

Yay! Happy weekend everyone 😘

Bedtime 🌙 Another evening, another chance to embrace my favo..

Bedtime 🌙

Another evening, another chance to embrace my favorite nightly ritual. Tonight, my Owner instructed me to prepare for bed in the simplest but most fitting way: stockings, high heels, my mask, and my ever-present collar. Nothing else is needed when you’re living in full submission, right?

Waiting for me was a little treat: My favorite rainbow dildo. 🌈

This one is special, not just because of its vibrant colors, but because it always brings me such intense pleasure. I couldn’t help myself; the moment I saw it, I got to work. First, with my mouth, savoring every inch, before moving on to riding it like the good little slut I strive to be.

It wasn’t long before my Owner joined me. As always, his presence shifted the entire dynamic of the room. He took control immediately, using my mouth hard, just the way he likes it, while I kept fucking myself with the dildo. I love these moments where I feel completely taken, serving him with every inch of my body.

Once he’d had his fill and decided his property had performed well, it was time for my favorite part of the night: Being locked up for bed. He chained me to the bed, ensuring his toy was safe, secure, and exactly where it belongs. There’s something so peaceful about falling asleep like that, knowing I’m under his control, even in my dreams. ✨

Ass play with positive reinforcement: Connecting pleasure to..

Ass play with positive reinforcement: Connecting pleasure to stretching for optimal training results. 🖤

Lunch Break 🖤 Being a 24/7 slave in a TPE relationship comes..

Lunch Break 🖤

Being a 24/7 slave in a TPE relationship comes with its surprises—and lunchtime today was a perfect example of that. My Owner works from home most days, which allows for some very unique “break time” activities. When he told me to dress sexy and meet him at 12, I knew I was in for a treat… or a challenge. Turns out, it was both.

The focus of today’s session was, of course, my little asshole. Ass training is something we’ve been incorporating more consistently into our dynamic, and it’s a perfect example of how BDSM can blend control, pleasure, and progression. Anal play has always been a mix of sensations for me: exciting, intimidating, and undeniably hot when done right. And my Owner is an expert at pushing me just enough without overwhelming me.

I showed up in my hot outfit and his first move was to pull me down onto my knees. “Suck my cock,” he ordered. Not that I needed convincing. There’s something so grounding about having his cock in my mouth, feeling the weight of it on my tongue, hearing the low sounds of his approval. It’s a reminder of my place and my purpose, and truly nothing gets me into the right headspace faster.

From there, he had me lean over the couch. The wand buzzed against my clit, sending waves of pleasure through me as I obediently followed his instructions. Positive reinforcement is a key aspect of training, especially when it comes to anal play. By connecting the sensation of pleasure with the stretch and fullness, my Owner is conditioning my body and mind to associate anal play with arousal. And trust me, it works.

First, he inserted the smaller plug—a familiar size that I’m comfortable with. But before I could fully relax, he replaced it with a larger one. The stretch was intense, but the combination of the wand and his encouraging words kept me right on the edge of pleasure. I could feel my body adapting, stretching, yielding to his control.

Ass training like this is more than just physical—it’s mental. It’s about trust, surrender, and pushing past limits in a safe, consensual way. My Owner knows my body better than I do sometimes, and he takes care to ensure every step of our training feels purposeful and rewarding.

By the time we were done, I felt used, fulfilled, and deeply connected to him. And the best part? He still had the rest of the workday to tackle, while I had the rest of the day to bask in the lingering sensation of being stretched and filled.

What about you? Would you be able to focus on work after a lunch break like this? 😉

Here’s another little glimpse of yesterday’s Daily Fit! Gray..

Here’s another little glimpse of yesterday’s Daily Fit! Gray leggings, a black sporty jacket, my day collar, and—shockingly, I know—a matching black lace lingerie set. Yes, I wore underwear for once. 😅

But the real star of the show was what you couldn’t see: the vibrating plug tucked underneath my leggings, which my Owner controlled during my workout. Trust me, cardio on the stairmaster reached a whole new level of intensity. 🔥

Welcome to today’s “Daily Fit,” where I share my outfit of t..

Welcome to today’s “Daily Fit,” where I share my outfit of the day and, of course, the special “accessories” my Owner chooses for me. 🖤

Today, I went with a sporty vibe: gray leggings, a tight black jacket, and my trusty day collar. But here’s the twist: I actually wore underwear for once. 😅 Girls, you know the feeling: You throw on a cute matching set and suddenly feel like you’ve got your life together. Mine was a simple black lace bra and string, just enough to feel sexy and put-together. Even with the lingerie, though, my cameltoe was definitely making a little appearance through the leggings. 😏

The real fun began with the little black box my Owner leaves for me every morning. Inside was my new vibrating HUSH 2 plug and a note: “Text me once u r at the gym.” My curiosity peaked instantly. What did he have planned? I slipped the plug in, got dressed, and headed off to tackle my workout.

Things like this always make me feel extra naughty. No one at the gym had any idea about my little secret tucked beneath my leggings, secured by my lace string. It’s this perfect balance of submission and playfulness that makes me love being a 24/7 slave.

Once I arrived at the gym, I did my warmup on the stairmaster and sent my Owner the text as instructed. His reply? “Turn it on.” For the next 30 minutes, he controlled the plug remotely while I tried to focus on my workout. Let’s just say the combination of cardio and vibrating sensations deep inside was INTENSE. 🥵

My face was flushed, my heart was racing (not just from the exercise), and by the end, I was so worked up I BEGGED to be allowed to masturbate in the shower afterward.

He said yes. 🤤 thank. god.

This is the kind of dynamic that makes my submission so fulfilling 🖤

Every little act feels like both a challenge and a gift. Hope you enjoy this peek into today’s naughty little adventure. 💋

This week on Doe Eyes! 😊The first one was a little bit surpr..

This week on Doe Eyes! 😊

The first one was a little bit surprising tbh and quite spontaneous! Usually my Owner uses his lunch break for lunch and not to play with his toy. 😂 But who am I to complain 😏
You also seem to have enjoyed our daily Bedtime routine which we will keep now sharing with you as insight into our D/s dynamic.
And this weeks Story Post will be a very hot custom with has grain of humiliation in it 😉 Hope you enjoy it as much as we did!

Happy Monday, everyone! (Not that Mondays are ever pleasant,..

Happy Monday, everyone! (Not that Mondays are ever pleasant, let’s be real 😅)

My Owner told me to put on something sexy today—seems like he’s got some plans for his lunch break while working from home… So, I slipped into a new see-through black dress that gives me serious vibes of our signature gray dress (long-term subscribers, you know the one 😉).

Oh, and TWODE will be posted later today, so stay tuned for that! Wishing you all a great start to the week. 🖤

Tomorrow’s Story Post is something a little different—and I ..

Tomorrow’s Story Post is something a little different—and I think a lot of you will enjoy it!

Many of you have asked about my everyday life as a 24/7 slave: What are my tasks? What kind of rules do I follow? How does a typical day look for me as a slave to my Master?

This custom video dives into all of that. It’s a more intimate and personal glimpse into our dynamic, with less “action” than usual, but it still captures the structure, rituals, and little moments that make this lifestyle so fulfilling for us.

It was a lot of fun to shoot, and I hope you’ll enjoy this honest look into my daily life. Special thanks to the gentleman who requested this custom—it was a wonderful idea and one that I think many of you will find interesting.

Blind, on all fours, inspected and rewarded. This is what be..

Blind, on all fours, inspected and rewarded. This is what bedtime looks like for a proper maid slut. 😏

PS: My Owner loves the first and second photo, hope you guys like it too!

Introducing: Bedtime 🌙 Our nights as a M/s couple are a ritu..

Introducing: Bedtime 🌙

Our nights as a M/s couple are a ritual—structured, intimate, and grounding. It’s a time to reaffirm our dynamic and to reset after the day. We thought it might be nice to share a glimpse into what our evenings look like, and that’s how this new series, Bedtime, was born.

Every night, I present myself to my Owner, waiting for his approval. Sometimes I’m allowed to play with a little something (a vibrator, a plug, or maybe even a dildo) while I prepare for what’s next. Eventually, it’s time for my nightly inspection.

On all fours, blind and helpless, I tell him I’m ready. I wear a “blind-hood” (a hood without eyeholes), which helps deepen my sense of submission and objectification. There’s something so comforting about letting go of sight and giving him complete control. Sir comes in to inspect his property thoroughly, focusing on the essentials: all three holes, my tits, and the curves that belong to him. Sometimes, if the mood strikes, he’ll take the time to use his toy as he sees fit.

Tonight, for the first part of this series, I was still wearing my maid outfit from a full day of cleaning. I felt so obedient and used—just the way I love to be. I got the privilege of sucking his cock and even being fucked as a reward for my service. Moments like this make it all feel so complete.

The final part of our nightly routine is probably my favorite: being chained to the bed. There’s something about that restraint that centers me and reminds me of my place. Falling asleep like that, fully secured, makes me feel cared for, owned, and at peace.

I hope this series gives you a personal glimpse into the kind of trust, structure, and intimacy that comes with living this dynamic 24/7. 🖤

Hook, wand, and secretary vibes—an intense little experiment..

Hook, wand, and secretary vibes—an intense little experiment that left me wanting more. 😉

Tonight, I’m sharing a little session inspired by my slave s..

Tonight, I’m sharing a little session inspired by my slave sister Lina @teenslaave02-sir. She suggested trying to press a wand onto my anal hook—a bold and intriguing idea I just had to try.

I dressed up as a proper secretary bitch, inserted the hook, and got ready to play. But something felt a little off from the start—it kind of hurt, and my Owner quickly noticed. Looking back, I think the hook wasn’t fully in the right way; the angle just felt wrong.

Because of that, we didn’t continue the session for too long. Still, even with the awkward placement, the vibration from the wand felt intense and surprisingly nice. I’d definitely like to revisit this idea in the future—with a better setup, of course.

Sometimes experimenting with new ideas doesn’t go perfectly, but it’s all part of the process. Live, learn, and adjust for next time. 😉

Here’s the picture set of yesterday’s fit! Hope you like my ..

Here’s the picture set of yesterday’s fit!

Hope you like my choice of outfit and, more importantly, my Owner’s choice of “accessories” 😇

Daily Fit #1 Welcome to the first part of our new series Dai..

Daily Fit #1

Welcome to the first part of our new series Daily Fit! Every morning, my Owner prepares a little box for me with “accessories” inside. It’s his way of making sure my holes are always taken care of, no matter what the day holds.

Today was a gym day, so I picked out one of my favorite sets—Teveo’s blue marble leggings paired with the white twisted sports bra. Of course, no panties (when do I ever wear those?). My little box for the day had my regular training plug, complete with its tag, waiting for me.

Plug in place and outfit on, I headed to the gym, feeling perfectly stuffed and ready to take on my workout. This series is going to be a lot of fun—I can’t wait to share more of my daily looks and what’s hidden underneath. 😉

WE’RE BACK, BITCHES!! Did you miss us? We definitely missed ..

WE’RE BACK, BITCHES!!

Did you miss us? We definitely missed you guys. 🤗❤️ It was a very needed holiday break for us, but we’re so excited to get back to our usual posting schedule now. 😍

This week, we’re starting fresh with a few new ideas and some very fun sessions. My Owner and I have been experimenting and adding new routines, so it’s the perfect time to share a bit more of what our days look like.

First up, we’ll be starting a little series called “Daily Fit”, where I show you my outfits of the day—plus the “extras” my Owner has me wear. Spoiler: the accessories aren’t exactly subtle. 😉

Then, there’s “Bedtime” 🌙, another new series, where you’ll get a peek into my nightly routine. Presentation, inspection, and a bit of play before I’m locked in bed for the night—it’s my favorite way to wind down.

We also tried something new with an anal hook and my vibrating wand—an idea suggested by my fellow slave Lina and her Master. Lina is a lot more experienced in anal play than I am, so I’m still getting used to intense sensations like this. It definitely was a challenge! 😅 but a very hot one 😏🔥

Oh, and did I mention I was dressed like a good little secretary bitch for this session? 😇 hope you’ll approve of this look.

Finally, this week’s Story Post will take you through a day in my life as a 24/7 slave. From morning tasks to evening rituals, it’s an honest look at what it’s like to live fully in submission, with all the structure, pleasure, and challenges that come with it.

Hope you enjoy this little mix of routines, experiments, and a whole lot of kink! 🖤

Wrapping Up an Amazing Year Together As we say goodbye to 20..

Wrapping Up an Amazing Year Together

As we say goodbye to 2024, I just want to take a moment to thank all of you from the bottom of my heart for your incredible support this year. 🖤 This journey wouldn’t be possible without you, and I’m so grateful to have such an amazing community here with me.

Going full-time as a slave and content creator this year, after finishing my studies, feels like one of the best decisions I’ve ever made. It’s been an exciting, challenging, and rewarding experience, and I can’t wait to see where it takes us next year.

2025 is already looking like it’s going to be full of kink, fun, and personal growth—and we’ve got lots of exciting content planned that I think you’ll love! Starting next week Monday, we’ll be back to our regular posting schedule, refreshed and ready for a fresh start.

I hope you all have an amazing New Year’s Eve and a fantastic start to 2025. Thank you for being here, and cheers to another unforgettable year together! 🥂🎉

With love,

Lou & Owner

Good evening, everyone! We just wanted to take a moment to s..

Good evening, everyone!

We just wanted to take a moment to say thank you for all the love and support you’ve shown us, even during times when we haven’t been able to post as much as usual. It truly means the world to us to have such an understanding and patient community.

To show our appreciation, we’ve created a free subscription link for one week as a little gift to you. 🎁 We know things have been quieter lately, but we’re excited to let you know that we’ll be back to our usual posting schedule very soon.

The past few weeks have been a little hectic, with my Owner’s work, Christmas preparations, and everything else life throws our way. After all, we’re just a normal couple, and the holidays are a special time to spend with family.

We want to wish each and every one of you a very merry Christmas! 🎄 Thank you for being here with us—you’re the best gift we could ever ask for.

With love,

Lou & Owner 🖤

Jingle bells, jingle bells 🔔Jingle all the way 🎶Oh, what fun..

Jingle bells, jingle bells 🔔

Jingle all the way 🎶

Oh, what fun it is to ride… ahem 😏

My Owner is still quite low on energy, so no big session ton..

My Owner is still quite low on energy, so no big session tonight, but he wanted me to put on a nice oufit for our chill evening. I picked out my shiny stockings and gloves as well as some bow nipple clamps with bells (for the Christmas vibes, yknow 😉✨) — and of course high heels. Luckily he liked my outfit choice, so I was allowed to keep this on for the evening. 😊 I love to be his little dressed up slut even if we only do “vanilla” stuff like watching Christmas movies and cuddling. Admittedly, it’s never really 100% vanilla cause we are in our M/s dynamic 24/7. I can’t even imagine not treating my man like a superior anymore. I always submit to him. This is my purpose. 🖤

Good evening everyone, Just a quick update tonight as we’re ..

Good evening everyone,

Just a quick update tonight as we’re heading out for a date night! 😍✨

Sir will take me to a fancy restaurant and told me to dress accordingly.

So I picked out this new dress one of our lovely subscribers gifted me, as I think it’s the perfect combination of cozy and sexy, especially with that knitted fabric and the slit on the side. 😉

Naturally, no better shoes to pair with it than high heels. And of course no panties or bra for this whore.

Hope you like it as much as I do! And let us know what you would add to this outfit if you were taking me out? 😏

My guess would be an anal plug, but maybe you surprise me with another idea… ❤️

Have a great night, everyone.

P.S. To the gentleman, who gifted me this amazing dress: Thank you so much! I really appreciate getting some casual (not directly sex- or kink-related) gifts as well from time to time. Makes me feel like a spoiled little girl in the best way possible. 🥰

Hey everyone! Fun fact: I’ve discovered I can squirt quite e..

Hey everyone!

Fun fact: I’ve discovered I can squirt quite easily, and I’m curious about exploring this a bit more. 😉

But I want to make sure it’s something you’d enjoy watching.

So, tell me, should I explore squirting more in upcoming videos?

Dear all, please check your inbox for the full length video!..

Dear all, please check your inbox for the full length video! We have also a very looong "Directors Cut" edition for the hardcore pony fans (almost 1 hour). Let me know if you want it. I am happy to send it to you !🥰❤️ If you are new to our channel, PM me and I will send you the video!

Story Post: My Little Pony 🐴

If you know me, you know I love petplay. Or at least, the glimpses I’ve experienced so far. Being an obedient puppy, a seductive kitten, or even a playful fox suits me perfectly, if I do say so myself. I love everything about it — the vibe and the aesthetics, including latex cat masks, bunny ears, or tail plugs.

Fun fact about me: Even when I was a lot younger and not aware of the whole kink world and BDSM yet, I used to wear cat ears all the time. Well, not in public, but whenever I was doing my make-up or skincare routine (which I was already obsessed with back then) I would pin my hair back with some kind of hairband with cat ears — and I still do it to this day. This might sound lowkey mainstream to some, but to me it was one of the first hints of the direction I see myself following up to this day. If it was somewhat socially accepted and age appropriate, I’m pretty sure I would’ve been wearing tail plugs back then already. Naturally, a lot of this also has to do with my little side, but I won’t get into detail about that right now.

Anyways, though I have tried petplay before — mostly puppy play — the kind of petplay I was about to experience today was completely new to me: Pony play.

This was never really on my radar — found it a bit odd, honestly. But when a loyal subscriber requested a custom ponyplay video, I couldn’t resist. After all, I want to try out as many different things in BDSM as possible (as long as I don’t find them super scary or disgusting). This subscriber, a die-hard fan of pony play, introduced me to the genre through the classic “Ponygirls – At the Ranch,” focusing not on sex or pain but on training and posture. Refreshingly different from the repetitive scenes flooding today’s porn and BDSM content. It always seems to be a woman sitting in front of a camera, wearing a gag and drooling. Or a woman tied to a chair with a wand taped to her pussy and “f0rced to orgasm for hours” (which I call major bs, just saying). Or just anything anal. The bigger and harder, the better. Nothing wrong with all of those things, but I always get excited when I see something different, something new. And this custom request seemed to be an opportunity for exactly that.

So here I was, preparing for the session. I didn’t own any pony gear, but my generous subscriber provided high-quality harnesses, a metal gag, and new riding boots — specifically asking for no heels to keep it authentic.

The process of gearing up was an event in itself. I pulled my hair into a high ponytail, donned a shiny latex mask that blinded me (per his request to heighten my helplessness), and slipped into the flat riding boots. My Owner began fitting me into the heavy leather harness and head harness, and then came the metal gag — the most intense I’d ever experienced. No room for speech, every attempt to talk turned into a stifled gag. The gag was merciless, pressing deep and reminding me of my position in this play.

I wasn’t sure if I’d mention this in the story, but I want to be as authentic and honest to you guys as possible, so we can connect on a deeper level and you can really get to know me as a submissive, but also as a person.

Despite my love for the look — raw and rugged, leaving my breasts exposed but covering my crotch — the leather’s weight and its strong smell weighed on me, testing my ethical boundaries. One thing I noticed and learned in this session was that I really don’t like leather. At all. Those who know me a bit better already know that I am a big animal lover and I have been vegetarian for many years. This is actually a big part of my personality for me. So having such a big piece of leather on (that also has a heavy leather smell), turned out to be quite the challenge when I had to stand still for so long and wait for my Owner to adjust all the straps and stuff.

But rest assured, as the session got underway, these concerns quickly faded into the background.

My Owner took the reins, literally. Commanding me to walk like a pony, each step had to be high and deliberate.

If I faltered or was too slow, the riding crop encouraged me to improve. The humiliation deepened as he made me jump, the nipple clamps with their jingling bells marking each leap. We circled several times, each round pushing me deeper into my submissive state.

The real test came when it was time for a ‘pony timeout’ in the cage. Kneeling and staying on all fours proved much harder than anticipated — like an intense workout. Yet, the challenge was sweetened by the presence of a vibrating remote-controlled anal plug. Once secured inside me and I was confined in the cage, my Owner played with the remote, sending waves of varying intensity and speed through the toy.

After what seemed an eternity, my cagetime ended, but the gag stayed on for the rest of the night. The session might have started with a sense of playful curiosity, but it ended with me completely immersed in the new role. Each command, each adjustment of the harness, each buzz of the plug brought me closer to understanding the unique thrill pony play offers. It wasn’t just about submission; it was about embodying a role that combined beauty, discipline, and an edge of raw, primal engagement.

This session didn’t just test my boundaries; it expanded them. And that’s the thing about diving into the depths of BDSM — it’s rarely ever just play. It’s a profound exploration of self, of limits, and of desires, sometimes surprising, often challenging, but always rewarding. 🖤